一封公开的道歉

两年前，
我在北大里寻获了一群朋友。
我们在第三和第四学期里，
都几乎没一班一样。
任何作业，
我们都是同组。
每当讲师叫我们分组时，
她们都自动的把我的名字添上。
当我没上课时，
她们也帮我点名。
说真的，她们太好了。

可惜呢，
我却不懂得珍惜。
这学期，
我跟她们大多数的班都不同了。
我跟另外一位朋友了。

现在呢，
我怎的烦透了。
更正确的话，
’烦透‘已经不足够用来形容我现在是状况了。
现在忙着一个作业。
忙了4天，我才发现我忙错了东西。
这四天，就等于白做。

说真的，
我真的想辍学了。

这作业，
我真的差点做不下去了。
我很多的个人作业，
我都乱做一场。
但，这是组的作业。
我跟我的那位朋友一组，
不想拖累她，所以选择了继续。
我决定下学期，
不和任何比较近的朋友同班了。
以免有拖累别人。

想回之前跟那一群朋友一起，
我真的没有经历那么无助的情况。
为什么我不好好的珍惜她们呢？
为何我那么自私呢？

我在此郑重的想她们道歉。

CW应该是我最对不起的了吧。她贡献了我很多，但我却那么的对她。

还有其他人，WS，CL和SG， 我也真的对不起他们。

糟糕的是，
我不会正确地写出她们的中文名。
想了十分钟呢，
还是不能确定，
所以才一英文的头字来写。
像我这样的朋友，
干脆不要了吧。

One Decision Changes Your Life Forever....

几年前，我从安特尼罗宾认识了一句话。
一个决定就能永远地改变你一生。
我现在真的体会到了。
它真的可以彻底改变一切。
人生不象电脑，不能按control + Z。

这几天，或者说，这几个星期吧。
我真的好累。
有时，我真的会突然觉得我迷失了方向。

我活了21年。

在这21年里，
让我后悔的是多得是。
可是呢，
真正让我后悔的事，
只有一个！

就是，
进了北大。

2年前，
我与父亲吵架。
我说，
如果得不到理大，
我干脆不要读书了。
最终，
我父亲说没问题了。

在我有选择不必进北大的情况下，
我却选择了北大。

我失去的实在太多了。

在这里，
有位朋友，
不断地劝我，
叫我尝试的去爱这里。
我曾经尝试了，
我不断的想我在这里得到的东西。

我在这儿得到了几位好朋友。
但，想了这个，我有想起了，我失去了更多而更好的朋友。

在这里，
我认识了几位投资朋友。
这里的图书馆，也有投资的书。
让我可以增加我的投资哲学。
但，我差一点儿就放弃了我投资的梦想。
幸好有一个人的出现，
让我彻底的寻找到我的梦想。

说真的，
我对学业彻底的失去兴趣与信心了。

学业让我退步了。
推开一切假设性的理论。
我来摆事实，讲道理。

很多人都见证了我心算的能力。
我比一般学生高了一点点。
这算好吗？
比起小学，
那时，我差一点就掌握了乘法的新算。
现在，
我的心算一天比一天差了。

但，问题是，
原因跟学业有关系吗？
对。

我一向来都开发想象力。
问题是，
学业都是逻辑性的。
加上现在的学业，
这样就这样。

这社会上，
每个东西都有两面吧。
学业上的东西，
只看一面。
我应该叫他井底之蛙吧？

几个月前，
我开始了生意的生涯。
现在，我经营生意，搞投资，还有学业。
这学期开头，
我本来希望我可以3方面全顾。
但，事实摆再眼前，
我无法做到。

上2个星期，
我选择了放弃学业。
那时的我，
真的轻松多了。
我真的好开心。
我整个人突然振作起来。
一天内，
一口气研究了几间公司的年报。
不但如此，我的研究也比之前深入的多，
也比较全面性。

但，
美好的东西永远都比较短暂。
放完了假，
想到有ASSIGNMEN要交，
有烦了。

个人的ASSIGNMEN，
我没什么顾虑，
我就随便做，
做个应酬。
那些小的ASSIGNMENT，
我干脆不做了。

但是呢，
GROUP ASSIGNMENT。
我头痛了。
个人的，
我乱做，没关系，
因为我自己负责。
GROUP的呢，
就不能了。
我不可以这样丢下。
HAIZ。
好烦。

现在，我的投资，生意，开始上了一点轨道，
无论如何，我一定要把他们放在前方。
我的时间又有限。
我真的不知要怎样。

I finally got my broadband!

Hi, I am back. It was a long time that I never update my blog. My university was running down with the internet. So, I am unable to connect to internet. I am unable to update my blog. Yesterday, I got my broadband. I signed up RM98 celcom package. I could able to online anytime I want now. It was so great!

In one week that I didn’t have internet connection, I really found that I need internet very much. Without internet connection, I really hardly do my things. I am kind of losing contact with the outsider world. Now, broadband really can solve this problem. I can online whenever I want! That’s cool!

Today is my friend, Khai Pin, birthday, at here, I would like to wish her a happy birthday as well.

I shouldn't come back yet

I came back to UUM yesterday.
But guess what,
4 classes have passed today,
and 3 out of four classes were either canceled or the lecturer didn't show up.
I should stay at home and came back on Tuesday.
So I will have 3 days extra.
3 days for me is really a lot.
I have a lot of things need to be done.

Penang Trip

My friend, Sook Kwan came to Penang yestday. Chin Wei, Boon Yan, Chen Lin, Wei Sein and I were bringing Sook Kwan around Penang.

I took bus to Sungai Nibong to meet her and Boon Yan. Boon Yan was being our one day driver. haha

Sook Kwan reached Sungai Nibong at about 12.30p.m.
After she got in car, we went to Chin Wei's house to fetch others.

Thereafter, we went to New World Park to have our lunch.

Other place that we went are:
Penang Road Ais Kacang
Pulau Tikus Laksa
2 temples in Pulau Tikus
Beach behind Paradise Hotel
Gurney Drive
Gurney Plaze
The residence area on the bridge beside the jetty

Interview with MPPP

It was few days I didn't update my blog.
I was busy like hell!

Yesterday, I went to interview to MPPP for my assignment.
When I changed my formal clothes,
I found out that I didn't have belt in my house.
I took my father's to wear.
Thereafter, I found out i didn't bring back my shoe as well.
Oh my god, I didn't bring back so many things.
Luckily, my mum found my brother's NS shoe,
so I wear it.

I reached there later than Schieh See and Ee Peng.
Don't know why,
I didn't feel any nervous,
I was totally calm.
I suppose to feel very nervous.
Anyway, it was a good thing that I didn't feel nervous.

Out of my expectation,
the officer is nice,
and friendly too I would say.
She gave us several things which help our assignment.
We have about 35 minutes of interview.
I would say the interview went successfully.

I reached home at 5.
An afternoon passed.
Time passed really fast.

Time is really fast

Time is really fast, isn't it?

I was back to Penang last Thursday.
I was back to UUM again yesterday.
Time is really fast.
Every time I go back to Penang,
I failed to complete all the things I planned.

I reached Penang afternoon of Thursday.
I rest for a while,
then, the followings moment of the day,
I was doing investment research.

The second day, Friday.
The morning, I did some research and I sold my shares.
Afternoon, my schedule was really fully.

3pm: meeting with Khai Yuan regarding My Map Enterprise
4pm: meeting Eng Jeng regarding Reason Enterprise
5.30pm: meeting with Koon Kit
8.30pm: meeting with Leng Chin regarding investment

The third day, Saturday.
I started to print my notes for acedemic.
after that,
at noon, I got to back UUM.

I depart from my home at 1pm.
Guess what time I reached UUM.
It's almost 8pm!
Such a long journey!
It wasted lot of my time!